As long as I can I will look at the world for both of us
As long as I can, I will laugh with the birds
I will sing with the flowers,
I will pray to the stars for both of us,
As long as I can remember
How many things on this earth were you joy,
And I will live as well as you want me to live
As long as I can.
These are the books that I found very useful
USEFUL LINKS:
WARRINGTON BEREAVEMENT SUPPORT with Support volunteers trained to help you through the grieving process. They are not experts who can solve your problem and provide instant relief, but are ordinary people who are willing to listen and who will understand your feelings. There are two Support groups, Compassionate Friends one for widows, widowers and partners.
SURVIVORS OF BEREAVEMENT BY SUICIDE